Fallenleaf : AutumnClan

[Fallen Cloudz]

Name: Fallenleaf
Moons: 30
Picture:

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Gender: She-Cat
Rank: Warrior
Description:

Fallenleaf is more or less pretty. Her pelt is a tawny color; an orange-brown mix. A bit of white lines her chin all the way to the base of her tail. Her dainty paws are also white. Her petite build proves her lean speed; she was made for running, not for fighting. Her teal eyes glitter with depression, but she avoids letting anyone see it by staring at the ground then they talk to her. The same, dull, emotionless smile rests on her face when she looks at you. Her nose is pink, with transparent whiskers fanning from her muzzle. Her long tail is usually either trailing on the earth, or wrapping around her paws. She grooms herself often, taking only care in her looks. She isn’t narcissistic, she doesn’t even think she’s pretty for StarClan’s sake, she just thinks people will think she is and leave her alone.

Personality:

xx; It’s hard to see the pain behind the mask
Fallenleaf is always smiling. She doesn’t smile because she has joy, she doesn’t smile because she’s happy. She doesn’t smile because she’s crazy, either. She smiles to hide the fact she’s sad. Fallenleaf had never been happy; she barely knew the meaning of the word, let alone having the emotion. She had been happy once; when she met Cherryflower. She had only known her for a day, but that was long enough for StarClan. She had only known sadness, or anger. She had only been mad twice in her life; when Birdsong was murdered, and when they clans were attacked. Otherwise, she had sadness. Even when her mother was alive, she had been sad.
Fallenleaf doesn’t understand the world she lives in. The clans were taken over, her entire family – and her only friend – had been taken from her. She stays away from everyone because of it, not wanting to be hurt again. But she doesn’t know why she hurts everyday, even though she avoids loosing people. She doesn’t realize what she really needs is friends, and she is slowly ruining her life.
Fallenleaf doesn’t trust StarClan. She thinks they abandoned her, or worse over, hates her. They rip everything she loves from her, and the warrior thinks they can stop it if they wanted, but they don’t.
xx; When morning comes it’ll be too late

History:

xx; Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Fallenleaf has not had a life worthy of her original personality. When she was born, she given life by two AutumnClan warriors; Birdsong and Stormpelt. She was born to a litter of three; Herself -- then Sorrelkit --, Mosskit, and Mistkit. Much to Birdsong's dismay, Mistkit was stillborn.
Mosskit and Sorrelkit became best buds. At about two moons, greencough entered the camp for a short time period. No cats died; none except for Mosskit. Sorrelkit and Birdsong were heart broken, and Stormpelt disappeared for three days. On a patrol, he was found, and it was clear he had killed himself. Birdsong was ruined; she became an empty shell of what she had been. She only looked at Sorrelkit with loving eyes. Sorrelkit's life got back on track, and she became an apprentice soon. But then her life was off the rails again.
Her first mentor, Goldclaw, was a great mentor. He complemented her all the time, and seemed to really love training his apprentice. Then, one night, he decided to take her training. She didn't object; she loved training, and she loved night. She thought it would be fun. During that night, Sorrelpaw lost her virginity against her own will.
Goldclaw was exiled, and Sorrelpaw was renamed Fallenpaw. Her mother couldn't have been sadder, but she still loved her little Fallenpaw. Fallenpaw got a new mentor, a female one, and moved on with her life. She became Fallenleaf, and thought her life would be good again, but it wasn't.
The rogue attack happened the day after Fallenleaf became a warrior, and it ruined her life worst by taking her mother. After getting over it, she became friends with one cat; Cherryflower. The next day, her friend was killed by a rogue who had forced himself onto her. Fallenleaf hasn't been the same since.

Role Playing Example:

xx; But her dreams give her wings
Clouds blurred the moon out of view. Silverpelt was also covered in the blankets, as if they were covering themselves from the hateful gazes bellow. Wind blistered through the trees, shaking branches and tossing loose leaves. Teal eyes gazed at the sky, half in awe, half in fear. What lay for Fallenleaf, when she died? Would StarClan let her live with them? Or would they send her somewhere else? She had heard what the elders say; that evil cats go to the land of no stars to wander alone for eternity. Was she evil? Fallenleaf didn’t consider herself as evil. She had done nothing wrong in this life; she had been more wronged than some cats. But there were worse off cats, she was sure, but she’d love to see why StarClan did this. Why they tore everything from her then hid away like cowards. Fallenleaf wanted to leap from the tree. To cry, and laugh, and express all emotions and feelings she doubted she would ever experience. She wanted to fly away, to a land where she could live in piece, without being effected by anything.
xx; And she flies to a place where she’s loved.

Codeword: Kai

[Kaitou]

Accepted;;
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